Hi everyone who follows my blog! I got my new laptop and it's awesome! Here's another poem

Go down to the valley
So dark and deep
Where truths are told
And secrets you must keep.
It's cold and windy down there
No sunshine to keep you warm
Where no good comes of anything
And all you know is harm.
A place where you're judged
It's a cold and desolate place
A place that you know is evil
For you haven't fallen from grace.
With a whisper of cold winter
And a breath of hot stinky air
Who knows where i'll end
But right now I'm stuck there.
From deep within the dark
You can hear the coldness' life
Freezing everything in it's path
Bringing no joy only strife.
A view of the world
So dark and bleak
Who knows what comes next
Who knows what we seek.
An emptiness so existant
So destructive and out of control
Maybe life would be simpler
If we could get out of this hole.

I know it's not very happy but I don't have many happy ones if any. I hope the people who read it enjoy it a little even though it's pretty depressing. Till next week see ya all later.

Hey everyone !Went to my mom's for the weekend and got a little drunk.My little brother was glad to see me and we had alot of fun.Mom's boyfriend isn't that great though actually he's quite the arsehole! Here's another poem for anyone who cares to read it. Here goes

Did you hear that?
I ask Mr Bear
Click Click Click
He just sits silent in his chair.
Do you smell that?
I ask Mr Bear
Flicker Flicker Flicker
We just stare.
Do you feel the fire?
I ask Mr Bear
Melting Melting Melting
Is that a dolly burning over there?
Can you hear that?
I ask Mr Bear
No No No! she's screaming
He doesn't hear - He doesn't care
Do you see that?
I ask Mr Bear
She's Hot, Burned and Crumbling
But she's looking at me sitting there.
Who is that girl?
I ask Mr Bear
I don't have a twin and I'm sitting here-so
Who's that girl over there?
It's getting so very cold
I tell Mr Bear
There's a blanket scrunched up on the floor below
But move from this spot I do not dare.
What is giong on?
I ask Mr Bear
Who is that girl- Cracked,Torn and Bleeding
Who is huddled on the bed over there?
"That Little Girl Is Bad "
Says Mr Bear
"She Is Disease-You Stay Away Hear!"
"Leave Her To Die -Leave Her There!"
But why? Can't I give her a band-aid?
I ask Mr Bear
'What Are You Talking About?" He whispers
"There's No Little Girl Over There!"

Well that's it ,I'm not sure if anyone will understand it or even like it but it's there to read so if anyone does read it let me know what you think. Okay later cookie

Hi I'm back! Today we did some questionaires about learning styles and personality types here are my results for learning styles. I'm very aural which means I'm very good at listening,Very visual and very social. My results for the personality test showed that I'm a mentor which says I'm articulate, lively and enthusiastic.Mentors spend time and energy fostering relashionships and encouraging personal growth in others.They are extremely sensitive to people's needs and play a central role in families and social groups. That says a lot about me that I didn't realise so yeah.I also did a career questionaire and discovered I'd be a good Psychologist or counsellor which I'm very happy with so untill tomorrow catch ya later

Hey it's cookie here.I'm enjoying tafe emensly and love all the internet sites I've discovered.I'm going to put a poem on here that I wrote a while ago so let me know what u think - here goes

All anyone ever sees

Is a happy face that always smiles

No One sees the suffocating darkness

Nor the tears behind her eyes.

She's not even alive- She's just a corpse

But everyone thinks she is for she's walking around

Happy and Healthy- Smile on her face

And no one sees that inside she's hollowed out.

She has disease all over her

She can smell it rotting her flesh and bones

But she just paints a smile on her face

And hides the disease underneath her clothes.

She hates the filth and the stench

The ground in - caked on dirt

She knows she's evil and hideous

And has been since birth.

Nothing gets rid of it or makes it disappear

She is riddled with evil and disease

And the girl with a smile painted on her face

Is all that anyone sees.

So that's it. It's not exactly happy chappy but it's mine so I hope someone likes it or can relate to it. Later cookie

Hi it's cookie here how's everyone doing? I'm so excited today because I'm getting a laptop on thursday and wireless broadband so I'm pretty hyped up! Didn't sleep last night because I keep thinking about my computer.My little brother set up a blog and he loves it too. My weekend has been pretty boring so far. We went shopping yesterday and asked about internet plans but found out pre paid is better for me than a plan.Although I have been pretty artistic this weekend just drawing and writing poems so that's been fun I guess.I can't upload any of my drawings yet because the computer still won't let me from my phone which is a pain in the ass but I'll keep trying.How's everyone elses weekend been?Alright later.Can't add a picture on this computer sorry.

Hey guys how's everyone going?Been up drawing all night so I'm a bit tired. Tafe was great yesterday and our teacher Michelle is really cool!My party was a success and everyone enjoyed themselves so I'm glad about that and apparently by the end of the day I had 3 party hats on my head,my fairy wings and streamers all over me and I don't remember that so that was a laugh!We had a guy move into where I'm staying and he only stayed for 3 days and then moved out so there's just 2 of us in a 4 bedroomed house which is cool but weird at the same time!Blogging is so awesome I'm addicted already!Tafe is exciting and I'm hoping to go to uni to study child psychology some day so I've got my head in the clouds at the moment but everyone can dream.So talk to everyone later bye. P.S Sorry there's no picture the computer has PMS !

Hey evryone who's following my blog!I'm at Tafe right now writing this blog so yeah.I had a Psychology student from Murdoch follow me around at my WOW course today and she was pretty cool.We talked about physical activity today and now we're on the computers.I have a new follower of my blog and her avatar was really cool her name is Shannon and she sounds pretty cool!I've decided I want to study child psychology and am very excited at the prospect of doing that.I've been drawing quite alot lately and they have all been pretty morbid like knives through heads etc.Not very charming hey? I can't upload my alien drawing yet so I'll try again another time.

Hey everyone!Well I'm now officially 30!My party was great and we had so much fun talking ,eating and drinking.I got totally trashed of course but everyone enjoyed themselves.There were about 10 of us and I was running around in my party hat and fairy wings making the most out of it.They bought me a mud cake for my birthday with 30 candles on it but by that time I was so pissed that I could only blow out one candle on my second go!I got a billabong handbag a silver bracelet a pinacolada body scrub a 20 dollar Target giftcard a serenity fern and a scented candle so yeah I was pretty happy!It's not about the presents though it's getting together with all my favourite friends and having a good time which I did and it was GREAT!My little brother told everyone what he knew about crayola and they were all amazed.He's pretty smart for an autistic kid and you wouldn't even know he had autism if you met him!I don't know what time the party ended but I passed out at about 6.30 and that's all I can remember so yeah just thought I'd update everyone.Okay later!

Hey how's everyone going?I'm good considering I turn 30 tomorrow!I saw the movie Twilight a couple of weeks ago and it is so awsome!Edward cullen is so hot that if he asked me to marry him I'd say yes in a heartbeat,Who needs average men when u can perve on him 24/7.And I love Paramores song Decode so much right now Actually I love the whole Twilght soundtrck It's so good.Has anyone read the book yet?If anyone has let me know if it's any good so I know it's worth spending money on.My party is on tomorrow and I'm so nervous,I haven't had a party since I was 17 and all we did was sit around and drink all night until we passed out.Anyone got any ideas?I have food, alchohol and about 13 people to entertain including my 10yr old autistic brother!All he's interested in is his crayola crayons I bought him so he's easy it's the other 12 people I'm worried about so if anyone has any ideas before tomorrow let me know and I'll let everyone know how it went on Tuesday if I can.Alright later everyone.